We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Up This High

by Carly Thomas

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
I let you drive me home, slowly down those dirt roads Wind Blowing through my toes, country roads Put your foot down on the gas, the sun is coming fast Before too long she’ll ask, the burning question Where’ve you been? Suspicious hearts and question marks, all the in between I can’t win Watch the wipers go from high to low And you think you know me at all Cause you used to watch me play, buy me a drink to stay Gamble the night away, watch me cheat to lose But you don’t know me See what you want to see You don’t know me… from eve I have never been this far from a blue ribbon If there was a prize to be won So sick of all this honest living I want to be careless, and young You take me out Just take me out I let you drive me home, slowly down those dirt roads Wind Blowing through my toes I let you walk me in, I let you touch my skin Put your hands on my hips, and whisper what I’m missing
2.
California 04:18
Come down to your town quit running around put your feet on the ground keep your eye on the yellow light make it fine if we do this right keep your hands where I can put them where I like If you were me would you pick up the phone? I said I would wait but I can't sleep alone silence grows it's an open wound look beside me and it's not you and my heart can't take it, so i wake up and I leave the room thinking only of you Come home to California and see the west i've won wake up by the ocean if it turns you on 'cause you're all that I need we'll stay under the sun if they take you from me I would draw my gun draw my gun only for you drifting I knew well it's only enough when you need it and it hits you the most when you leave it come home to California
3.
Fishface 04:18
There’s the pavement at my feet, the brick wall I can lean Drawing bodies on the concrete, while the sunshine blinds your apathy Building bridges to get by, finding my edges in the morning light You were on the line saying “what were you thinking?” A hundred years go by and through your eyes you grow to hate me Not as hard to lie so maybe I wanted to get by easy Freedom comes at a price, too much in my eyes If I leave now you know why I never bothered explaining I know it’s cold, it’s getting colder You don’t have to be alone, we’re getting older One more time you try to cross this line, I was just breathing One more time you try to make things right, I was just leaving Another song sounding like the rain, breaking through this pain Your clutching hand is squeezing out the past, wanting this to last Just a little bit longer Just a little bit longer (chorus) For the moment I just let it be I don’t own this anymore than you can’t own me I know this won’t last forever, I cut the line when I said it would be alright It’s too late to fight, it’s too great to hide How this feels
4.
By Your side 04:07
On this lonely lonely night You took the last train to the south I should have kissed you on the mouth I can see you in my dreams An old woman takes my hand Leads me through the trees she says The tide is high, the undertow will get you nowhere So stay the night, the only one who knows you is still On your side, on your side On your side, on your side Last time we spoke I made a joke to make you laugh In a doorway, there’s your exit sign But you couldn’t turn around So there you stayed on that dark stage Rip the stitches and the seams I’m still hoping to remove The scars on your chest, pull them out and tell you baby Now you can rest, I see the light surround you I’m still On your side, on your side On your side, On your side (bridge) You love the sound of rain Even when it’s cold and pouring Down your face I felt your heart break with mine On 7th ave, in the city of light. When it’s you and me It’s hard to find the right words I want you to say That what I felt’s what you heard While I’m By your side, by your side. By your Side, By your side
5.
I have a key in my hand To a door somewhere between your heart and your head Leave it in the corner of your yard, dig it up from the earth In times like these, times are hard I’ve always been beside you I wanted to remind you You used to be as sweet as the sea Turquoise waters like my dreams Like my dreams I fell in love with you The way that most people do Went from being afraid to feeling the blade Of a thousand battles lost I wouldn’t have engaged if I had understood the cost Red flag up for warning Think I could stay behind the lines But I miss you all the time Wonder if your offer stays To just pick up and leave this place Behind Cause every night’s a party And it all looks the same And I think about your body Wonder if you’ve changed I know the fighting’s over What have I got left to lose One minute off from daylight, I sit and watch the sunrise Notebooks from here to hell about the way that I felt I would throw them all away if I thought that it would help Keep running toward these headlights All night long You lead me on It was time to walk away But sometimes I miss the pain Of just holding on
6.
Miles Above 04:32
I see a light on in your window, you’re moving on Walking circles all night in your front lawn, just walk on Before I lead you down to another brick wall, I keep falling out of line You pick me up when I’m crazy, fight me when I’m wrong Can you love me when I’m strong Now I’m miles above, and I’m miles away And I call for you one more time, you always run to me Cigarettes and cheap champagne I’ve tried to make things clean But I’ll always have these stains And more or less it’s what you get for your head against the door Trying to find a window to sneak in the back way You try your best to leave this, fight all night to keep it We go in circles again just how we started You watch me bent and broken hearted But I always believed that we could start again Up this high, feels like I’m almost there With a conversation in my mind as I’m floating in the air If I could find enough intention, move the pain of reinvention More to my side Yeah and I just bet if you turn your head you would realize I try my best to leave this, fight all night to keep it We go in circles again just how we started You watch me bent and broken hearted But I always believed that we could start again
7.
New York 03:12
Hello New York I can't expect a smile right away but I wanted to say That I need your light need to get some fight back in me on this lonely road I know you know what I mean Left off Uptown I was only seventeen You wore me down boy you know what's good for me almost believed in me almost believed
8.
Untie Me 04:27
Tied up to this emotion, breathing too slow All day with words in motion, bring it down to Jericho Choking on one more sunset, I loved you so long Gripping the last of summer, one last step toward home All your winter history, waiting to fall Your leaves are changing too quickly, and I forget We’re piling bricks on this wall Dropping your conscience, I thought you would know When not to cross this yeah but you cross this You never came back to me , never fought to win I never thought I was losing I kept thinking you’d change your mind Time after time You’d change your mind Hey Doll, cry freedom for me one last time You’re walking on eggshells taking your sweet time To deal with this mess I’m strong, I know better But you know me best I’m sinking, I’m sinking Back from your promised land with your promises Saying baby I miss you, I miss the way you understand Hold my hand Back from your promise land and I’m almost dead What if I don’t want to walk alone Be my friend, hold my hand Can you untie me I’m tied to a stone Tighten my chest, might save one breath But I’m going down alone
9.
Please forgive this mess I’m making For giving up without explaining Spinning wheels and complicating I’m not good at happy endings Keeping up with this pretending Taking all the vibes you’re sending Keeping my mouth shut The birds are on the water, slowly taking off I feel this perfect moment as the water hits the rocks What you asked of me was easy Baby honestly it freed me You don’t have to believe me, you’re the only one who sees me I’m halfway from home now Thought being alone would help Thought the open road would lead me To understand the way I felt Keep one eye on the mirror and one eye on the miles Drive til things get clearer, it was easy for a little while I’m not gonna change The answer to a question born in vein So hard to feel ashamed When I’m running through the fire Playing with the flames The northern lights made three thousand miles worth while I turn the headlights off and stop, close to god can feel him Walk beside me take my hand Force the distance It’ll make you miss this eventually Falling down and reaching out Somebody carry me I’m not gonna change The answer to a question born in vein So hard to feel ashamed When I’m running through the fire Playing with the flames You’ll wait , you’ll wait For my hand Watch the game where one mistake can change Everything we had I don’t know why going away seemed my only chance It’s one more night in room 209 slipping through my hands One more night room 209 Slipping through my hands

about

Recorded at the Armoury in Vancouver, BC. A labour of love and second release for Carly.

credits

released September 9, 2009

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Carly Thomas London, Ontario

London based Indie artist, Carly Thomas, is a welcome change from the typical. A soulful writer with a voice layered with truthfulness, she has that something which makes folk-ish music interesting and intelligent.

contact / help

Contact Carly Thomas

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Carly Thomas, you may also like: